CALL ME BY YOUR NAME LOVE THAT NEVER ENDS

SABIYA SIDDIQ

Copyright © Sabiya Siddiq All Rights Reserved. ISBN 978-1-68554-556-7 This book has been published with all efforts taken to make the material error-free after the consent of the author. However, the author and the publisher do not assume and hereby disclaim any liability to any party for any loss, damage, or disruption caused by errors or omissions, whether such errors or omissions result from negligence, accident, or any other cause. While every effort has been made to avoid any mistake or omission, this publication is being sold on the condition and understanding that neither the author nor the publishers or printers would be liable in any manner to any person by reason of any mistake or omission in this publication or for any action taken or omitted to be taken or advice rendered or accepted on the basis of this work. For any defect in printing or binding the publishers will be liable only to replace the defective copy by another copy of this work then available.

You know how sad it feels when you pick up a book for reading,flip to the dedication and find that once again,the author has dedicated a book to someone else and not to you. Dont let your smile down,not this time.Because I want to dedicate this book to all those teenagers who fall in love and stay with their love forever.I hope this book helps you to get over your teenage stress and you may learn many new things.

“TO MY MOTHER, For always loving and supporting me.Thanking you even for whole life is very less,just want you to stay with me

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becuase need to make many memories together.

Contents Foreword

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Preface

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Acknowledgements

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Prologue

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1. Chapter 1

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Foreword By Sabiya Siddiq, Hello!How do you know that I wrote this? It is beacuase you trust the author of this book.The further following lines are written with a sincere desire to help those who are facing deppression in thier teenage to live a happy,simple,beautiful and stress free life.Some may wonder why am I writing about this,beacuse as of my experience it has seemed necessary for me to state how life appears at its most pandemic age.This book has various experiences of my own life.My whole life has gone through soo many ups and downs.I was a lot of intrested in persuing books though now I got a chance to prove it.This is about a time to be bold at wrong moments of life as the Siya Varma in this book proves that in the end "CALL ME BY YOUR NAME".Even though this is my first ever book but before persuing I learned,experienced lot of circumstances so finally taught to personalize. My life never was difficult until I was not serious about it.

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Preface Behind every story a writer writes,there is the story of how the writer came to the tale.In each incident of this story,I hope to share a bit of what went on in my mind and in my life.As I have been hearing feels very true today,that behind every book,there is a personal story of a author. I have just began writing a book which was once dream to me.Basically I am lot interested among reading books and writing poems.Lot to go it is my passion and I want to make my passion into profession though! Coming to my point of view of reading books makes me stress relief and some peace of mind,I personally feel like books are really good and real friends in this world full of fake people.Moreover I feel books are great therapy for people who fall in deep deppression and hopeless of their life.I feel this topic is very serious among today generation and thier life style.

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Acknowledgements I would like to express my special thanks of gratitude to my mother Mrs.Jabeen Siddiq, who supports me and wants me to always develop my skills in every possible way.There are plenty of people who always pulled me down and throwed stones,their intentions were always wrong towards me.But, my mother gave me strenght,hold me up when falling down and she always tried to use the opportunities given by life. The only role model of my life,the best advicer and the one hope of my life is my mother.I am really thankfull of her as she is not just my parent but my friend too.

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1 “We are together forever......says Siya!!!” Long before;I still remember my school days.I was thirteen when I fell in love with one of my classmate name Mouraad.I know it was very early age to fall in love with someone with whom I never utter a word.Mouraad & I was in same class but never spoke a word or exchanged even eye-contact.He was tall with messy hairs which covered his forehead and his grey eyes made me fall for him the very first time I saw him.He was near the admin office with his friend name Saeed;[LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT] I believe after I saw Mouraad. Mouraad & Saeed were not only friends but they were family.Mouraad was orphan and had no relatives so Saeed was also a realative for him.He was the topper of our class and good at sports too.He was favourite student of all subject teachers & got loved by everyone.I & my bestfriend Raniya always bunked classes just for sitting in library with librarian who narrated stories for us.It was our final exams and maths paper was our first paper;It was damn hard and I only knew few of them.I quickly wrote those few thinking that if I took time to write they will vanish from my mind.After writing I have decided to distrub everyone as I loved irritating people.Everyone in class knew that I never took studies so seriously and I had very bad tag on me "Ameer baap ki bigdi aulaad ." Sometimes I think that this tag is well-deserved by me because of my attitude.Examiner when she observed me disturbing whole row;she exchanged my place with the boy who sat near

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