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“The Boy who had grey eyes” Brief notes of first love By Janvi Chaudhari
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Dedicated to Mr Hirday Chaudhari Mrs Kanchan Chaudhari Anmol Chaudhari Sherya Gupta Khushi Gupta Special Dedication to Tushit
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About Author Janv iChaudhari was born in Ballia in 2003. She grew up in Ballia Uttar Pradesh. She is sixteen years old and studying in class 12th. She was fourteen years oldwhen she started writing she is commerce student studying in holy cross school Amritpali Ballia for her poetry is the key for expressing her feeling and eunoia.
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Dear Reader I am not a professional writer but I have felt things which is more deep and nobody can understand it. I wrote this poetry when I was in love pain and suffering from depression and anxiety. Everybody in their life has suffered the phase when they are feeling lonely and unhappy and they are trying their best to come out of this but they are not able to these poetry are written for all those people who are suffering from this symptoms I know most of teenage girl could relate to these poem and I hope this poem would take you on the beautiful journey of unrequited love pain and suffering “She wasn’t in born civilized cities She was born in the wild Her eyes didn’t hold magic It created wildfire Her hair wasn’t in perfect straights They were dense curls Her skin wasn’t milk white It was bruised brown And her love for him darling wasn’t Snowflakes it hurricanes…..
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Acknowledgement It was a wonderful and learning experience for me while working on this book though all my feeling are depicted through the beauty of the word I have seen and felt love and pain and I have poured out all the feeling through my poetry I want to thank my parents for supporting me to write this book specially I want to thank my mother Mrs. Kanchan Chaudhari holding me when I was in the worst stage of my depression I want to thank my brother Anmol Chaudhari who motivated and made me happy when I was sad and feeling lonely. My heart beats of life are my best friend Sherya Gupta and Khushi Gupta who always supported and embraced me into better person.
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The Boy who had Grey Eyes
Mountain speaks for love Breeze sings for love Star shines for love Water dance for love Cosmos is the proof of Love.
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The Boy who had Grey Eyes
The first time I talked to you I was so fiddy you will never Know. Because I think I will be not There as I choose to be ascetic More than to be asthetic…
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The Boy who had Grey Eyes
Someone asked me where is my favorite Place to visit And I told them about you…
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J a nviCha udha r iwa sbor ni nBa l l i ai n2003.She gr e w upi nBa l l i aUt t a rPr a de s h.Shei ss i xt e e n ye a r sol da nd s t udyi ng i nc l a s sxi i .Shewa s f our t e e n ye a r sol d whe ns hes t a r t e d wr i t i ng s hei sc omme r c es t ude nts t udyi ngi nhol yc r os s s c hoolAmr i t pa l iBa l l i af orhe rpoe t r yi st he ke yf ore xpr e s s i nghe rf e e l i nga nde unoi a .