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ykgkckn ds fcgkj ,oa >kj[kaM dh lhek ls lVs xk¡o ^pUnziqj* esa jkeyhyk dk eapu py jgk gSA ,d vke rkSj ij xqtjus okyh lka> pUnziqj ds yksxksa ds fy, vkt dqN [kkl FkhA gj o"kZ dh rjg bl o"kZ Hkh xk¡o esa jkek;.k dh dFkk eapu dh O;oLFkk dh xbZ gSA xk¡o ds yksx viuh pVkbZ] cksjk ysdj cSBus dh O;oLFkk [kqn dj ds jkeyhyk ns[kus vk, gSa] exj ;g jkeyhyk 'kq: gksus ls igys gh LFkkuh; fo/k;d ,oa ea=kh tudjke th dk dkjok¡ eap dh rji+Q vkrk gSA ea=kh th lkekU; ls li+Qsn dqrZs ik;tkes esa iQwyksa dh ekykvksa ls yns gq,] ogk¡ igqap dj gkFk tksM+dj lHkh dk vfHkoknu dj jgs gSaA muds ihNs&ihNs psys&pikVksa dh HkhM+ py jgh gS] tks T+kksj&T+kksj ls ukjs yxk jgh gSA ea=kh th •qn eqlgj tkfr ls gh gSa vkSj lknxh bZekunkjh ls dke djus okys 'kjhi+Q usrk ds :i esa tkus tkrs gSa] rhu ckj ,e-,y-,- dk pquko Hkh thr pqds gSa] bl ckj jkeyhyk ds vk;kstu dk iwjk •pkZ vius fT+kEes fy;k gSA ea=kh th tSls gh eap ds ikl vkrs gSa] jkeyhyk desVh dk eSustj jkeflag] ea=kh th dks iQwyksa dk gkj igukdj mudk Lokxr djrk gSA fiQj ea=kh th eap ds Åij tk dj] ekbd ds vkxs •M+s gksdj viuk Hkk"k.k 'kq: djrs gSa& ¶esjs I;kjs Hkkb;ks vkSj cguks! vkt fiQj ,d ckj vki yksxksa ds lkeus vkidk viuk lsod tudjke •M+k gS vkSj vki lcdks n'kgjs ,oa bl jkeyhyk ds eapu dh c/kbZ nsrk gSA eq>s cM+h [kq'kh gksrh gS tc eSa vius yksxksa ds chp vk dj bruk I;kj ikrk gw¡A jkt&yhyk

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vki lc tkurs gSa fd gekjh tkfr xjhch dk nnZ n'kdksa ls >sy jgh gS] vkt Hkh ge 'kjhj ij vk/k diM+k vkSj isV esa vk/h jksVh ds lgkjs fT+kUnk gSaA gekjk leqnk; vkT+kknh ds 70 lky ckn Hkh gkf'k;s ij gSA ;gk¡ rd fd nfyr leqnk; ds yksx Hkh gesa vius ls uhps ekurs gSaA fcgkj] mÙkj izns'k] >kj[k.M vkSj ns'k ds vU; fgLlksa esa eqlgjksa dh ,d cM+h vkcknh jgrh gSA exj fiQj Hkh ge yksxksa esa ls T+;knkrj fnu esa 30 #i;s ls Hkh de dh vkenuh ij fT+kank gSaA ge xjhcksa esa Hkh lcls T+;knk xjhc yksx gSa vkSj fdlh ljdkjh ;kstuk ds ge rd igqapus dh dgkuh nqyZHk gSA fnu Hkj ge cSBs jgrs gSa] gekjs ikl dqN djus dks ugha gSA dHkh&dHkh gesa •srksa esa dke fey tkrk gS ;k fdlh dh Mksyh mBkus dk fT+kEekA exj vxys fnu fiQj Hkw•s jgrs gSa ;k fiQj pwgs] fxygjh idM+rs gSa vkSj mls FkksM+k&cgqr tks vukt gS ;k ?kkl&iQwal mlds lkFk •krs gSaA ljdkjsa cnyrh gSa] ysfdu gekjs fy, dqN ugha cnyrkA ge vc Hkh vius iwoZtksa dh rjg gh •krs] thrs vkSj jgrs gSaA esjk leqnk; bruk fiNM+k gS fd ljdkjh vkadM+ksa esa Hkh ;g Bhd ls ntZ ugha gS fd mudh tula[;k fdruh gSA tcfd cM+h vklkuh ls dgk tk ldrk gS fd iwjs ns'k esa bl leqnk; ds 80 yk• ls T+;knk yksx gSaA exj esjs Hkkb;ksa&cguksa vc le; cnysxkA vc vkidk ;s HkkbZ vki yksxksa ds go+Q ds fy, ljdkj esa etcwrh ls ckr mBk jgk gSA vc ge eqlgj tkfr ds fnu cnysaxsA vc lcdks jksT+kxkj] ?kj vkSj f'k{kk feysxhA ij mlds fy, vki yksx tkx:d cuks] ljdkjh ;kstukvksa dk ykHk yks] cPpksa dks Ldwy Hkstks] [kqn Hkh viuk NksVk&eksVk /U/k [kksyks] ljdkj iwjh enn djsxh] eq[;ea=kh th eqlgj lekt ds fy, cgqr dqN djuk pkgrs gSa] dj Hkh jgs gSa] vkSj vkt ge bl n'kgjs ds fnu feydj vius lekt dh vf'k{kk] xjhch] csjksT+kxkjh ds jko.k dks ngu djus dk Ikz.k ysaA¸ 4

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ea=kh ds bruk dgrs gh rkfy;k¡ ctrh gSaA ea=kh th viuk Hkk"k.k [kRe djds eap ls mrjrs gSa vkSj vius dkjok¡ dks okil ys dj pys tkrs gSaA eSustj jkeflag Hkh ea=kh ds tkrs gh] eap ds ihNs vius NksVs ls VSUV dh rji+Q pyk tkrk gSA eap ij lhrkgj.k dk n`'; 'kq: gks tkrk gSA jkeyhyk eap ij cSBs pkj ikap yksx lhrk gj.k dk.M krs gq, crkrs gSa] ¶lhrk eS;k jko.k ls dgrh gaS fd bUnz nsork dh vk;kZ 'kph dk vigj.k djus ij thfor jg tkuk lEHko gS] ijUrq jke dh (eq>s) vk;kZ dks ys tkdj dksbZ dq'ky ls jg lds ;g lEHko ughaA rkRi;Z ;g gS fd jke }kjk mldk fouk'k vo';aHkkoh gSA¸ n'kZd Hkh ea=keqX/ gksdj n`'; ns• vkSj lqu jgs gSaA pw¡fd ^eqlgj* tkfr ds yksx jkek;.k ds ik=kksa dks iwjs tks'k o tquwu ds lkFk fuHkkrs gSaA vr% mudk dyk çn'kZu n'kZdksa dks Hkh vuwBk vkuan çnku djrk gSA ;gk¡ jke] y{e.k] lhrk] guqeku] lqxzho] lqiZ.k[kk] jko.k vkfn lHkh ik=k eqlgj tkfr ds gh yksx fuHkkrs gSaA jkek;.k dk eapu iwjs T+kksjksa ij gSA lhrk gj.k dk n`'; py jgk gSA jko.k laU;klh dk os'k cuk, gq,] lhrk ls fHk{kk ekaxus vkrk gSA tkfr:is.k fgra n`"Vªok jko.k ekxre~A losZjfrfFk lRdkjS% iwt;kekl eSfFkyhAA mikuh;klua iw.kZ Ikk?ksufefueU=k; pA vczohr~ fl¼feR;so rnk ra lkSE;n'kZue~AA jkt&yhyk

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'yksd okpd bldk vFkZ crkrs gq, dgrs gSa] ¶ml jko.k dks czkã.k os'k esa vk;k ns[k lhrk eS;k us vkfrF;&lRdkj dh lHkh fof/;ksa ls mldk iwtu fd;k¸ vkSj lhrk eS;k vkSj jko.k esa laokn 'kq: gksrk gSA ¶nsoh] rfud gedk fHk{kk rks nsnsbZ] ge rksgkj pkS•V ij •M+s gSaA¸ jko.k ogk¡ dh Hkk"kk esa laokn djrk gSA ¶uk egkjkt--- uk] gekj ifr vÅj nsoj ?kj ek ukgha gSA ge rksdk ?kj lh ckgj vkbZ fHk{kk uk nsos ldbA¸ lhrk Hkh mlh Hkk"kk esa tokc nsrh gSaA ¶rks fiQj rksdk iki ykfxgS] rw ty ds Hkle gqbZ tkosxhA¸ jko.k Øks/ esa cksyrk gSA ¶uk egkjkt---] vblu uk dhts---] ykr gS fHk{kk] rfud magk BfgjksA¸ &lhrkA jko.k lhrk ls ?kj ls ckgj vk dj fHk{kk nsus dks dgrk gS] ij lhrk y{e.k js[kk ls ckgj ugha vkrhA jko.k Øksf/r gks dj ,d czkã.k fHk{kqd dk vieku djus dk vkjksi yxkrk gS] lhrk th czkã.k fHk{kqd dk lEeku djrs gq, y{e.k js[kk ikj djrh gSa vkSj jko.k lhrk th dk vigj.k djus dh dksf'k'k djrk gSA blh chp 'yksd xkus okys iwjs yS] laxhr ds lkFk xkrs gSa--yadk uke leqnzL; eè;s ee egkiqjhA lkxjs.k ifjf{kIrk fufo"Vk fxfj ew/ZfuAA r=k lhrs e;k lk/Z ous fopfjL;frA u pkL; ouoklL; Li`gf;";fr HkkfefuAA jko.k ds bl dFku dk vFkZ Hkh le>krs gSa] ¶pkjksa vksj iQSys ty ls f?kjh vkSj ioZr f'k[kj ij vofLFkr leqnz ds eè; esa 6

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yadk uke dh iqjh gSA gs ekeuh] ogk¡ esjs lkFk rqe ouksa&miouksa esa fogkj djksxh vkSj bl ouokl ds thou dh rqEgsa bPNk gh ugha jg tk,xhA¸ blh ds lkFk 'yksd okpd nwljk 'yksd] tks lhrk ekrk] jko.k dks tokc esa dgrh gSa] xkrs gSa] ¶iw.kZpUnzkuua jkea jktoRla ftrsfUnz;e~A i`FkqdhfrZ egkckgqega jkee¡uqczrkAA Roa iqutZEcwd% flagh ekfePNfl nqyZeke~A Ukkag 'kkD;k Ro;k Liz"VqekfnR;L; izHkk ;FkkAA bldk vFkZ crkrs gq, 'yksd okpd dgrs gaS] lhrk eS;k jko.k dks dM+k mRrj nsrs gq, dgrh gSa] ¶vjs jko.k] jktdqekj jke dk eq[k iwf.kZek ds pUnzek dh rjg lqUnj gS] os ftrsfUnz; vkSj egku ;'kLoh gSa] ,sls egkckgq jke esa gh esjk eu yxk gSA rqe rks egT+k xhnM+ gks tks nqyZHk ¯lguh dks Ikkus dh bPNk j[krk gSA le> yks fd tSls lw;Z ds izdk'k dks dksbZ gkFk ugha yxk ldrk] oSls gh rqe eq>s Nw Hkh ugha ldrsA¸ lhrkgj.k dk n`'; lc dks viuh vksj cka/s gq, gSA dksbZ jko.k dh gjdr ij xqLlk djrk gS] rks dksbZ nq%[kh eu ls lhrk dk nnZ eglwl dj jgk gSA HkhM+ ds lkFk&lkFk] Fkkus ds njksxk Hkh dqlhZ ij cSBs lhrk gj.k dk iwjk vkuan ys jgs gSaA HkhM+ esa cSBs njksxk lkgsc ls] foMhvks cukus okyk eqjkjh 'kadj pqVdh ysrk gSA ¶dkgs njksxk th--- vkt rks iwjs jl esa gks] cM+s è;ku ls jko.k&lhrk eS;k laokn lqu jgs gksA¸ ¶vjs! ugha HkkbZ---] bZ lkyk---] cq/qvk dks ns•ks rks rfud---] dksbZ ugha dg lds fd---] bZ lkyk---] vkneh gSA iryh dej] Njgjk cnu] iSuh&lh ukd] ml ij gksBksa is yxh fyifLVd vÅj fcanh jkt&yhyk

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yxkdj rks ,d ne yqxkbZ yxrk gSA ---dle lhrk eS;k dhA¸ &njksxk th lhus is gkFk eyrs gq, cksyrs gSaA ¶lkgsc] dgks rks n'kgjs ds ckn bldk Mkal djk nsa] Fkkus esaA¸ &eqjkjh ¶pqi cqM+cd---] lkyk---] lqlkj Å diM+k dk vanj rks ogh fudycs uk---] gk¡M&ekal dk iqryk---] cq/qvkA Mkal fn[kkuk gS] rks dksbZ vkbVe xyZ yk lkys---A** eqjkjh eqLdqjkrs gq, njksxk th dh vksj ns•rk gqvk viuh vkxs dh fjdkWfMZax esa yx tkrk gSA lkFk gh njksxk th Hkh eapu dk vkuan ysus esa O;Lr gks tkrs gSaA b/j eap ds ihNs ds i.Mky esa desVh ds eSustj jkeflag] Ng iQqV yEcs] dkyk jax] cM+h&cM+h vk¡•sa] pkSM+h ewaNsa] Vkax ij Vkax /js cSBs gSaA lkeus esT+k ij ,d nslh 'kjkc dh cksry vkSj ,d IysV esa dqN uedhu iM+h gSA u'ks esa /qÙk jkeflag vius ukSdj dyqvk dks vkokT+k yxkrs gSa& ¶dyqvk---] dyqvk---] vkSjs Nsnh---] dgk¡ ej x,---] lcds lc---¸ eSustj fpYykrk gSA eSustj ds lHkh ukSdj jkeyhyk ns[kus es eLr gaSA ¶th---] th---] gqtwj---A¸ ihNs •M+h jTtks] lgeh&lh vkokT+k esa mÙkj nsrh gSA jTtks vius ifr cq/qvk ds fy, jkr dh jksVh ysdj vkbZ gSA eSustj jkeflag ihNs eqM+dj viuh u'ks esa /qÙk v/•qyh fuxkgksa ls jTtks dks ns•rk gSA jkeflag Åij ls uhps rd jTtks dks fugkjrk gSA jTtks dh tokuh] mldk xBhyk cnu] lk¡oyk jax] dtjkjh vk¡•sa] eSustj lkgc dks vkSj engks'k cuk nsrh gSaA ¶vjs jTtks---] vk---vk--- b/j vk] rw ;gk¡ D;k dj jgh gS\ jkeyhyk ugha ns• jgh---] ns• rsjk cq/qvk rks ,dne deky dk dykdkj gSA fdrus vkneh epy tkrs gSa mlds jax :i ijA¸ ¶vjh! tjk ikuh rks ykA¸ 8

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jTtks ikl gh j•s ,d eVds ls eSustj lkgc ds fy, ikuh ykrh gS vkSj ikuh dk fxykl fy, viuk gkFk vkxs djrs gq,] ¶lkgc ikuh gw¡EekA¸ eSustj viuk eqag Åij dh vksj mBkrk gS vkSj u'khyh vka•ksa ls jTtks dh rji+Q ns•rs gq,] ¶gk¡ yk¸] viuk gkFk crh gS D;k\ ?ke.M rks ns•ks---A dksbZ rsjs gkFk dk ikuh Hkh u ih,¸] dgrs gq, jkeflag Hkh nksSM+rk gqvk mlds ckyksa dks •hapus ds fy, cs rks eSa ns• ywaxk---] vkg!¸ ckgj eap ij 'yksd py jgk gSaA ^^eaxy Hkou veaxy gkjh] nzogq lqn'kZu vftj fcgkjh---A jke fl;k jke fl;k jke t;&t; jkeA¸ jke uke dh xw¡t ds chp vpkud ?kk;y jkeflag eap ij vkdj fpYykrk gS& 10

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¶cqf/;k vks cqf/;k (cq/qvk dks yksx I;kj ls cqf/;k Hkh dgdj iqdkjrs gSaA)--- vkg! ekj Mkyk js--- ekj Mkyk jsA¸ jkeflag dh vkokT+k lqudj lHkh bdB~Bs gks tkrs gSaA eqjkjh >V ls eap dk inkZ fxjk nsrk gSA HkhM+ rks tek gks tkrh gS exj fdlh dks dqN le> ugha vkrk fd vkf•j ;s D;k gqvk\ rHkh djkgrk gqvk jkeflag cksyrk gS& ¶ns• cq/qvk---] rsjh vkSjr ls T+kjk ikuh ekaxk vkSj mlus esjs lkFk D;k fd;kA¸&vius ?kko dh vksj b'kkjk djrs gq, eSustj cksyrk gSA jkeyhyk eaMyh ds lnL; eSustj dks lgkjk nsus vkSj mldh lgk;rk djus esa tqV tkrs gSaA brus esa njksxk lkgc vanj vkrs gSaA ¶D;k gqvk HkkbZ\¸ eSustj dh vksj ns•rs gq,] ¶vjs jkeflag---] ;s D;k gqvk\ rqEgkjh ,slh gkyr fdlus dh\¸ jkeflag maxyh ls cqf/;k dh vksj b'kkjk djrs gq,] ¶bldh yqxkbZ us---]¸ njksxk Hkh lokyksa Hkjh fuxkgksa ls cqf/;k dh vksj ns•rk gSA cqf/;k ,d vksj lgek&lk iwjh dgkuh dks le>us dh dksf'k'k dj jgk gSA jkeflag vius fglkc ls iwjh ?kVuk lqukrk gSA ¶njksxk lkgc--- esjh otg ls ;s yksx pkj iSls dek ikrs gSa vkSj nsf•, cnys esa dSlk lqywd djrs gSaA eSa ihNs iaMky esa cSBk Fkk] I;kl yxh FkhA dyqvk dks vkokT+k yxkbZ fd ikuh ns nsA brus esa bldh vkSjr jksVh j•us vkbZ cksyh] ^vjs lkgc ge ykr gSa ikuh* vkSj ikuh nsus ds cgkus esjs djhc vkrh gSA iwNus yxh] ^lkgc dNq vkSj pkgh*] rks eSaus dgk] ¶ugha&ughaA¸ vkSj utnhd vkds cksyh] ^lkgc&lkgc---] oks ge dg jgh gw¡ fd gedwa dNq iSls pkghA* eSaus iwNk] ^iSls\ fdrus iSls*] rks cksyh] ^cl T;knk ukgh gtkj #i;k*] jTtks viuk iYyw dk dksuk vaxwBs ls ?kqekrh&?kqekrh cksy jgh FkhA tc eSaus iwNk fd gtkj #i;k dk D;k djsxh\ rks esjk gkFk idM+dj cksyh] ^nks u lkgc vkiu ds ikl dk deh gSA cnys esa vkt tks cksyksxs lks dfjg*] vkSj dgrs gq, jTtks eqLdqjkdj esjh jkt&yhyk

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tka?k ij cSB xbZA eSaus jTtks dk gkFk gVkrs gq, dgk] ^vPNk&vPNk Bhd gS] eSa cqf/;k dks cqykdj ckr djrk gw¡A* exj lkgsc cq/qvk dk uke lqudj jTtks ldidkdj cksyh] ^cqf/;k dh crkos dh dkSuks t:jr ukgh--- vc ge crkr gSaA* vkSj bruk dgrs gh blus vius cky •ksy fy,A vkSj rks vkSj vius diMs+ iQkM+ fy,A viuh gkyr vLr&O;Lr djds] ikl gh iM+h xnk ls T+kksj ls esjs flj ij çgkj fd;k vkSj gekjs cVq, esa iM+k iSlk ysdj Hkkx xbZA¸ dgdj jkeflag fiQj T+kksj&T+kksj ls djkgus yxrk gS& ¶vkg! vkg!¸ njksxk vkSj ckdh lc eSustj dh ckr lqudj cq/qvk dks ?kwjrs gSaA cq/qvk dqN Hkh dgus esa vleFkZ gSA njksxk cq/qvk dks ns[kdj dgrk gS] ¶gEe--- yx jgk gS T;knk gh pchZ pksiM+h esa vanj ?kqlrs gSaA ¶vjh djetyh---] ;s D;k gkyr cuk nh rwus ml Hkys vkneh jkeflag dh\ dksbZ Hkys vkneh ds lkFk ,slk djrk gS D;k\¸ njksxk jkeflag dh rji+Q vius MaMs ls b'kkjk djrs gq, dgrk gSA jTtks yid dj viuh cPph dks xksnh esa mBkrh gS vkSj nhokj ls fpiddj cSB tkrh gSA brus esa jTtks dh lkl tks dksus esa cSBh nsxph esa dqN ksiM+h ds fiNokM+s dh f[kM+dh fcuk njokT+ks ds Fkh og [kqyh jg tkrh gSA njksxk jTtks ds uT+knhd tkrk gS vkSj dgrk gS] ¶b/j vk cPps dks •kV ij fyVk] vkSj lgh&lgh crk D;k ckr Fkh] iwjh ckr crk\¸ jTtks /hjs&/hjs njksxk dks ckr crkuk 'kq: rks djrh gS ij 'kk;n mls njksxk dh ea'kk le> vkrh gSA exj tc rd jTtks dqN lrdZ jkt&yhyk

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gks ikrh] rc rd njksxk jTtks dks viuh vksj •hap ysrk gS vkSj tcju mlls fpiVus dh dksf'k'k djrk gSA jTtks mldh idM+ esa NViVkrh gS vkSj T+kksj ls fpYykrh gS] ¶cq/qvk! cq/qvk!¸&jTtks ph•rh gSA ¶vc rsjh dksbZ ugha lqusxk vkSj u gh dksbZ rq>s cpkus vk,xk¸] dgdj njksxk viuh idM+ vkSj eT+kcwr dj ysrk gSA njksxk ,d gkFk ls jTtks dks dldj dej ls idM+rk gS vkSj nwljs gkFk ls mldh lkM+h dks [khapus dh dksf'k'k djrk gSA jTtks vius iSj NViVkrs gq, NwVus dh dksf'k'k djrh gSA ¶vjh D;w¡ nwj Hkkx jgh gS eq>ls\ lkjh tokuh ml fudEes cq/qvk ij gh yqVk,xh D;k\ eSa rks rq>s tsy tkus ls cpkuk pkgrk gaw¸& njksxk viuh idM+ vkSj eT+kcwr djrs gq, cksykA ¶gedk NksM+ nks ojuk--- ge dgh nsr---] rksdk Hkh ekj nbcsA¸ ¶vjs D;ksa NksM+ nw¡ vHkh---\ NksM+ nwaxk exj igys lcdqN le> rks ywaA rsjk c;ku rks ys ywaA¸ njksxk jTtks dh ,d ugha lqurk vkSj ml ij xq.Mksa dh rjg VwV iM+rk gSA exj rHkh jTtks dh uT+kj ikl gh iMs+ ewly ij iM+rh gS vkSj og iwjh rkdr ls njksxk ds lj ij ekj nsrh gSA ¶gk; jke¸] njksxk dk gkFk flj ij tkrk gSA mldk gkFk [wku ls yFk&iFk gks tkrk gS] blh chp jTtks viuh cPph dks xksn esa mBkdj ihNs dh f•M+dh ls fudy dj nkSM+ iM+rh gSA ftruh rsT+k oks nkSM+ ldrh Fkh mruh rsT+k nkSM+ yxkrh gSA va/sjs esa Hkkxrh tkrh gSA Hkkxrs&Hkkxrs lM+d ds lqulku fdukjs igqaprh gSA ¶eqUuh] eqUuh py vc bgk¡ dcgq u vkfg gSA¸ gk¡iQrs&gk¡iQrs jTtks eqUuh dks xys yxkrs gq, mlds psgjs dh rji+Q ns•rh gS] ftlesa vc dksbZ gjdr ugha gks jgh gSA eqUuh vc 'kkar gks pqdh gSA ¶eqUuh&eqUuh¸] jTtks yxkrkj iqdkjrh gSA exj tc oks ns•rh gS fd eqUuh ds 'kjhj esa dksbZ gjdr ugha gks jgh rks og ogha #d 14

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tkrh gSA mldh vka•ksa ls yxkrkj vkalqvksa dh /kj cgus yxrh gSA mlds gkFk dk¡ius yxrs gSaA jTtks ckj&ckj eqUuh dks fgykrh gSA dHkh mlds gkFkksa dks eyrh gS] rks dHkh iSjksa dks] rks dHkh mlds ekFks dks pwerh gSA exj tc brus ij Hkh eqUuh esa dksbZ gypy ugha gksrh rks jTtks le> tkrh gS fd mldh eqUuh mldks ges'kk ds fy, NksM+ dj pyh xbZA oks eqUuh dks Nkrh ls fpidk ysrh gS vkSj T+kksj&T+kksj ls ngkM+ ekj&ekj dj jksus yxrh gSA exj ml lqulku jkLrs ij mldh bu ngkM+ksa dks lquus okyk dksbZ ugha gksrkA dksbZ Hkh mlds xe dks ck¡Vus okyk ugha gksrkA •qn dks ykpkj vkSj vdsyk eglwl dj jgh gSA dgus dks mldk ,d ifjokj gSA ifr] lkl vkSj xk¡o okys gSa] ysfdu bl le; jTtks ,dne vdsyh gS vkSj ;s nq%• mls vdsys gh mBkuk gSA jksrs&jksrs jTtks vpsr gks tkrh gSA dqN nsj rd vpsr iM+h jTtks dks tc psruk vkrh gS rks og viuh cscl vk¡•ksa ls b/j&m/j dqN